If u ask me how i will grade my day today, I'll give it a 3.5/10. Why? failed? Simply because I just failed myself.

So what if i pass the basic theory trial test, its no big deal anyway. It just gave me a satisfaction that after that last min revision,I did it! I'm not in the positive mood now, its because I've thought of serveral things.

WHY?! Possibly because I slept at 2.30am and woke up at 8am, causes me not having enough rest, which makes me giddy the whole day. Possibly its also because I had a bad stomach, had to visit the toilet 3 times when I was outside. Plus, the cracking of my weak lips and not only the pain but mostly the uncomfortable feeling is driving me nuts, making me feel like going home every now and then, but I still must bear with it, I've a task to complete, an important one...HOWEVER, all these are not excuses to certain matters involved! My mind is still functioning well, I'm able to think, but just at a slower rate and needs a longer time to response. Although I may have understand certain things, there are still a lot more for me to learn each day. Hence, I'll try my very best to make use of each day to put as many useful things in my head until the day I'm six feet underground...

I personally think I'm a failure. Failure. Why? I believe everything comes with a reason. Failure as in my emotion and do not know how others things and what their feelings are. I always thought I know what others are thinking about and how they feel but until someday, I discovered that I'm wrong, totally, utterly wrong...

I'm really very disappointed in myself not to make you feel better, but I've always try my best. Some may say 6 months is a long time, but to me, blame me on my slow learning rate, I still need more time to learn, to know what you are thinking and to help u as well as myself. But I'm sure that one day, I will learn, and it will not be long from now. I assure...

I will always love you and do love you .... yours 7-11, 24/7 open FOREVER, because of you and for you...
9:16 PM; Mountain <3 Ninja ....................